As a bipolar-2 person addicted
to the television show Breaking Bad,
I've been wondering if some bipolar people use methamphetamine and other street
drugs. Online research answered my question. Of course they do.
Bipolar people are among
those who seek relief from stress in alcohol and prescription drugs and then
move on to illegal substances such as meth, which they can buy on the street.
Street-drug use sometimes starts in college and may come before or after a bipolar
diagnosis, but meth probably cannot cause
bipolar disorder.
Even more effective than
cocaine, meth produces a potentially addictive spike of the neurotransmitter
dopamine in the brain, which at first results in a sense of well being and
increased energy. But meth addiction, while perhaps seeming beneficial, can
eventually lead to a stroke or psychosis.
In a bipolar person, a meth
high may become a manic state that incapacitates the sufferer and leads to
hospitalization. When the highs are inevitably followed by lows, bipolar people
may crash into such severe depression that they cannot function. Yet when they
are in their late teens and early twenties, they are not likely to attribute
their dark moods to their taking drugs that at first produced feelings of well
being. Psychological counseling can make that connection for them, so early
intervention is key.
Some of the symptoms meth
users suffer may be similar to, but more intense than, those of bipolar
disorder, making bipolarity difficult to diagnose in meth users. A specialist
in helping bipolar people with meth addiction is best qualified to diagnose the
problem and to oversee withdrawal.
Bipolar people are
especially at risk for trying to self-medicate, using mood-altering substances
without consulting a physician. In fact, Nicole Gregston, a case manager at the
Mental Health and Mental Retardation (MHMR), Austin, Texas, has said that
“Teens and adults with
bipolar disorder are the most self-medicating emotional disorder
group, often turning to drugs and alcohol to quell their mood swings.”
One risk for
self-medicating with meth is that it may cancel the benefits of a prescribed
drug the user also takes, or the two drugs may interact in a harmful way.
Ironically, the benefits
that meth delivers in new users — a sense of self-confidence, desirability, and
invulnerability — are the same ones that meth takes away with continued use.
Only higher and higher doses deliver the desired results and alleviate the
craving, until eventually, there are no desired results, the body deteriorates,
but the craving intensifies. Add bipolar symptoms to all this, and a bipolar
meth addict may wander beyond a point of no return.
Even without drug
addiction, bipolar people have a higher than average suicide rate. With drug
addiction, the danger of suicide increases.
In the world of Breaking Bad, it seems safe to assume that some buyers of Walter and Jesse's Blue Sky crystals were bipolar. I wonder if their stories will show up in the planned spin-off, Call Saul. Saul might be just the lawyer to handle bipolar meth users' lawsuits.